Art From the Heart: Anisa Rushiti

" In art, as in love, instinct is enough." - Anatole France

May 26,2022

A warm and sunny day, that got me and my friends spontaneously visiting the National Art Gallery of Kosovo. On our way to the gallery, we couldn’t stop but wonder what exhibition are we going to see (haven’t checked beforehand, only for the sake of the feeling that first impressions give you). As we were walking in, we found ourselves in a dark room and got introduced to the very first artwork; buildings surrounded by rollercoasters. Some were observing the details, others were taking pictures. I looked at it with fascination, maybe because of the colors, or maybe because I knew my instinct was telling me that this trip is going to be a rollercoaster of thoughts, feelings and awareness. 

As we moved on, a bunch of paintings put together caught my eyes. Leaning closer for a better look, I noticed the paintings were portraits, with a texture of mud. It was a technique I have never seen before, which instantly made me think of how a talented artist can do wonders, by listening to their heart. Deep thoughts, as I was diving deeper to the meaning of the paintings, covered with mud; realizing that sometimes an artist’s hard work, specifically in the way society views art, can be considered unworthy if not understood. 

  “Sky is the limit” is what came to my mind, the moment the blue, soft rays of these three artworks caught my attention. The artworks looked simple and fierce at the same time. It had two elements that came to my mind; portrayal of freedom in life, as well as in artistic opportunities. It gave me the message that by listening to your instinct, you can go beyond limits. 

Never would I have thought that an old TV was the answer to my questions. Full of curiosity, me and my friends were watching the news given in the TV, about the few opportunities that were given to Kosovar and Albanian art lovers, to explore art during hardships. The rare artistic events were considered a gift to artists and their supporters, as they united them for exchange of knowledge through experiences. Previous generations didn’t have much exposure to art, and these small gatherings meant a lot to them. 

  Alongside, the visit to The Ethnological Museum of Kosovo, added more to understanding life in the past. Visiting one of the ancient houses in Prishtina, was an emotional way to put everything together. Every piece in the house had its own story; from gathering spots to essentials such as instruments, clocks, dishes, lamps and cradles. The goosebumps did not miss a chance, looking closer on how my people lived in the past made me reflect on how times have changed, and that all we have left to remember what those people went through, are the places that keep all of this historic treasure safe. I came with an open mind, and left with a fulfilled heart.

Going through this experience only reminded me of how much more I want to explore art of my own country and culture. Not being familiar with the concept of an artwork gives you the opportunity of creating your own perception on it, through the instinct coming from your heart. Just like the first artwork gave the answer away, this trip to the art gallery and the museum was a rollercoaster of all unknown, yet exciting emotions.